i've moved
i came down to Connecticut for a 6 day visit to buy a car and I guess I live here now. :-\ I mean, its a good because I'm with Zoe, which is really important to me right now. And it is a good thing because I really needed to learn to drive and that just wasn't a possibility where I was living in Maine. I have a car now...which is good...and I'm learning to drive it. Getting it registered and insured and stuff.
I was able to pick up some temp work where Zoe works making sales calls and its really nice to be working again. Looks like I have a chance to make boucoup commission off of a few sales I did...like a few thousand dollars...but the sad thing is...I'm selling restaurant equipment like ovens and stoves. :-[ I feel kinda crappy about that because most restaurants are cooking dead animals in their ovens that I'm selling to them. I'm gonna try and get some work in a nursing home or something, but till then...I've never had a chance to make so much money so quickly before. Its kinda cool...but like I say, I feel like its blood money. :( I'm not sure if I'm over reacting or what.
Today I'm just so sad about being away from Guinevere and D'Artagnon. My dad says Guiny is staying in her kennel and making her ears lay down. She gets so depressed sometimes. I keep imagining what they are thinking. I wonder if they think they were bad doggies and I just don't love them anymore. :'( I miss them so bad it hurts. at the end of the summer, I'm supposed to be moving down to KY for school anyways, and My dad was gonna have to keep them for that till I can afford to get a place that allows two 65 lbs dogs. I just worry so much about them. :'( :'( Im not going to be able to get up to visit them until July 4th . :'(
And, I'm still sick to boot...puking and all that jazz....plus MAJOR vertigo now. Makes everything that mcuh harder.
I'm think Ive done the right thing...but i feel so sad about it today. :'( I want to be able to be independant enough to stand on my own two feet again, and it seems this is the only way right now. I just wish it didnt mean being away from my babies.
Well I hope you are happy with the move and can be with the pups soon. Good for you on finding work! Just remember that you are not cooking the meat or forcing others to, you are just selling the equipment that cooks veg*n and omni, its their choice.
I hope you feel better soon. Plus the dogs will be thrilled when you come visit or move them to their more permanent home.
Best of luck to you VHZ! *hugs*
awww.
I can't leave my two for very long, they are currently outside in my courtyard.
I grew up in ct! Fun times, I still have a handful of friends I visit.
You should be very proud of the positive changes you are making...way to go! What part of CT are you in? I grew up in South Windsor and my sis lives in Vernon.
Don't beat yourself up about selling the kitchen appliances. Remember that they are in most kitchens around the world. You aren't contributing to cruelty by selling them.
I hope you are feeling better soon and are able to get to a doctor to get checked out. I'm kinda worried that you are still sick.
I know you must miss your babies terribly and them you, but take in heart in knowing that your dad will take really good care of them for you. I hope you will be reunited with them soon. (((hugs)))
im kinda in the willimantic area. like near eastern.
(((((VHZ))))))
I'm so proud of you Zealia! I know it's really hard right now, but you've taken a huge step! Hang in there :)>>>
It would be odd if you didn't worry about and miss Guinevere and D'Artagnon. They're family.
That being said, get yourself on government health care and go see a doctor. Pronto. Whatever you've got has been going on long enough to justify a trip to the doc, regardless of how badass you are.
Hey VHZ
Congradulations on your move! I know that I would miss my babies too if I had to leave them. They are such good companions. July 4th isn't that far away, less than a month, and if you are busy the time will fly and July 4 will be here before you know it.
As far as you being sick, you seem to have been sick forever! Did you get well again for awhile and then just get sick again or have you been sick all this time? If you have been sick all this thime that isn't good! :o
You really need to see a doctor. For me, if I was sick more than 2 or 3 days I would see a doctor even if I wasnt' pregnant, you have been sick, what 2 months? That is not good. Please go see a doctor.
Hope you feel better (((((VHZ)))))
Good luck with everything. Enjoy the car.
Multiple choice:
1. Are you feeling better?
OR
2. Did you go to a clinic/see a doctor?
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