Want more than anything?
I think I posted this before, but I will again.
What do you want more than anything? I mean, what is that dream you have, of something wonderful that will probably never come true, but just thinking about it makes you feel at peace?
You know what mine is but I have a picture, this is a webcam shot I found on the internet today and I want to be right there, living there, in that tiny little house right in the front of the picture. This picture was taken about an hour ago in Anaktuvuk Pass in the northern Brooks range in Alaska. It is in the Alaskan bush and the only way to get there is by bush plane. It is right on the border of Gates of the Arctic National Park. Yup, I want to be right there. (it is -15 degrees there right now ;D)
Here is the website where the picture is:
http://akweathercams.faa.gov/sitelist.php
I seriously finally know what it means to not want anything. I truly feel that I have everything I want in life right now.
I am so gloriously happy, and I'm content with things for the first time in my life.
In previous years, I've wanted a better boyfriend, better place to live, a child, a different job, etc.....
I can't think of one thing I would change right now!
Sorry if anyone finds this annoying.....;)
Not annoying, L2A...I find it refreshing!
Not annoying, L2A...I find it refreshing!
And I find it a state of being to aspire to. Happy for you L2A!
I wanna be where L2A is!
I want out of kentucky.
A baby. More than anything in this entire world.
To live in a place where I cannot hear my neighbours, their kids, and their grandkids. Where I can't hear it everytime my upstairs neighbour flips the lightswitch in her apartment. That's how un-insulated this building is.
A sense of certainty about the future. A proper direction for my study and career. And the ability to scratch that one bit right in the middle of my back which I can never reach!
And the ability to scratch that one bit right in the middle of my back which I can never reach!
This right here.
A new job. I'm trying but I'm impatient and don't want to give up 18 years of seniority or take a pay cut. But don't want to be stuck ever.
I still want to travel the world....I want to see China, Japan, the Taj Mahal, Austrailia, Germany and England.
Enough money to pay all my bills. I'm gonna have to take my daughter out of preschool at the end of Nov., and pretty much feel like the world's worst mom/biggest loser(not in the good, fat-losing kind of way)
yes, I too want the usual stuff, a home of our very own, in one of the most expensive towns ever where we just happen to live already, single payer health insurance, a brand new luxury car that I can plug into my solar panels (which I also want), a jet pack (isn't it the future yet??).
But the thing I want most for this world, that really is do-able if most people became veg, is for the 10,000 plant and animal species that go extinct every year, to live on instead. I want the 5 out of 7 species of big cats that still exist, to continue to exist. I want elephants herds to thrive. I want people to stop hating pigeons, my God, they're practically the only birds left here in any numbers. And I want it to stop being legal to spray poison all over the place, and I want Monsanto to go organic.
And I want to hear the children sing.
To be accepted to Russell Sage.
And although it's an all-women college, hopefully I will meet a nice vegan boy.
Troy and Albany are very vegan oriented! :)
I also hope my sister gets her act together and that my mom would stop comparing me to her.
A baby. More than anything in this entire world.
Are you trying are you just wishing but not in a position right now to have one?
To tell the truth, I felt this way, partially, in secret but never told anybody, before I concieved my own son. I think that is why I got careless is because I hoped it wuold happen, and sure enough, it did.
But I am sure glad I did, my son is so wonderful.
He sleeps with me at night. I woke up around 3 this morning and his head was tucked into the crook of my neck. He is so wonderful, I wonder how I ever lived without him!
for it to snow on christmas...in miami. haha i know it'll never happen, but thats what ive wanted my whole life.
one year i might just go out and by fake snow and put it in my yard. hahaha
I want the feeling of wanting nothing. It sounds lame but basically I would like to be free of selfish desires. Haha too bad its human nature.
Also I think it would to be sick to have such peace inside that i could be one of those burning monks...
Enough money to pay all my bills. I'm gonna have to take my daughter out of preschool at the end of Nov., and pretty much feel like the world's worst mom/biggest loser(not in the good, fat-losing kind of way)
Don't feel bad I had to take my son out in September because we couldn't afford it anymore. I felt like a bad mom because he's not going to be at the same level the other kids are when he starts pre-k in august.
My wish since I was like 2 years old always has and always will be to live in Mexico someday. I get antsy because we have a beautiful two story with a balcony off my bedroom and I want to live in it so bad but, my dad is old and sick so I chose to be the one to care for him and my mom. I want to buy more land around my house and make a hacienda and since we own fields I want to grow a crop or two or who knows and give people work so they can have money too. It's kinda funny. I have all my assets in a country I've never been too and want so deeply to live in and in my own country I have basically nothing. I also wanted to be a mariachi singer.