i'm binge eating again and i feel like i can't stop.. i didn't for almost 2 weeks straight and i felt great but now i just feel like hell again. i feel completely disgusting and don't want anyone to look at me, and i don't want to go anywhere... i don't want to eat because i know i shouldn't but at the same time i want to eat everything

i have less than a week left in my current job at the bakery and every day i'm there i just want to quit earlier. my coworkers are slobs. i went in yesterday 4 hours after my one coworker had been there already, and it was like every single latex glove she had used in those 4 hours were on the tables wherever she had been standing when she took them off. i can't stand that i have to clean the bakery before i can even WORK, and they leave their mess because they know i'll clean it up. and i close all this week so i HAVE to clean it up. the people i work with don't know how to use the pan spray so when they're setting things up, the floor in front of the table ends up having a thick coating of the stuff. i've slipped more than once. i've said something to a manager but it doesn't mean anything because i'm only there for less than a week now... but it's torture...

Dean and I are still waiting to hear when we can move in to our house.. the lawyers only JUST ordered the title paperwork, and it's been 3 WEEKS since they got our information. i keep asking him why they didn't order the title work 3 weeks ago. he wanted me to call the lawyer and start crying so they guy would hurry up (i cry a lot, so it'd be pretty easy), but all i wanted to do was call the lawyer and scream at him. here we have this holiday weekend coming up, i'm gonna have like 5 days between this job and the new job, and we can't do ANYTHING with the house during it...

i'm just really down... thanks for letting me rant a little....  :(